Entry 1: Bells Ringing
Awakening to the Fource
I have spent years of my life actively pursuing a deeper understanding of the Fource beyond perception. This pursuit has not been linear, and it has not always centered on rodding. There have been lots of twists and turns along the way, but in recent months, through rodding, I have come to discover my truest, deepest vocation:
I exist to spread love, light, and warmth to the world. I exist to help others come to know the Fource beyond perception, the Fource that flows through all that is, including you.
Modern day science tells us that everything is fundamentally energy. What modern day science does *not yet* tell us, is that the Energy that flows through all that is, is alive. Not only is it alive, but we can cultivate the ability to communicate with it.
If you have arrived here on my blog, it is because you have already achieved the first step on the path to understanding the Fource: curiosity and openness.
Curiosity and openness are critical to beginning this journey. If you are coming into this process full of skepticism and doubt, you will not get very far, initially, believe me. That said, I am also not saying you ought to believe everything I say outright. You should ALWAYS think for yourself, and weigh anything anyone ever says against your own experience and other sources of information.
Rather, what I am trying to say is that humility is essential to this process, that is, opening ourselves up to the possibility that there may be other ways to come to understand ourselves and the world around us beyond our ordinary, default way of attaining knowledge.
To any of you currently struggling with skepticism and doubt: I see you, and I understand you, because I was just like you. I have struggled tremendously with skepticism and doubt over the course of my journey. Belief and confidence have emerged slowly, which brings me to another important part of this process: patience and dedication.
Now patience is probably the thing that I struggle with more than anything in this world, and to that, my parents will attest. In this fast-paced, technological age, we have grown accustomed to seeking instant gratification and quick solutions to many, many aspects of our lives. For that reason, many of us struggle to exert consistent, sustained effort over time towards achieving various goals, whether that be physical fitness, cultivating a new skill, etc. Yet, this is exactly what it takes in order to understand the Fource.
As we continue to become more and more inundated with nonstop sensory input, consciousness continues to become more and more erratic. This has made it difficult for many of us to not only focus, but be able to simply sit still. I’m not talking about reading, or cooking, or watching TV, or scrolling — I mean being truly still and quiet, just listening. Daily quiet time is another essential piece of this journey.
Over time, I worked myself up from daily 20 minute guided meditations on walks around my neighborhood to daily 90-120 minute self-directed seated meditations in my home office. With this blog venture now underway, that time of Being in the Fource has only expanded.
Since leaning into this journey harder than ever before over the past year, I have undergone something truly ineffable, something I want as many other beings as possible to experience in their own lifetimes. I have arrived at a place in my journey where I know, I just KNOW in my core, that what I have discovered is real, and that this information is meant to be shared.
And, that’s what I’ll be doing in this blog.
I’m going to share with you everything that I possibly can about this Fource that flows through you, through me, through every blade of grass and every star of this universe. The universe is alive, and it wants to communicate with us, and we CAN communicate with it. With curiosity, openness, dedication, patience, and daily quiet time, we can come to understand Being in the Fource.
Being in the Fource
In this section, I will share information I obtained through a rodding session (for more info, check out The Rodding Method before continuing reading here). I hope you find it informative and inspiring, but that is honestly not why I share it. I share it in order to contribute to the ever-growing pool of information about the universe.
Be.
The Universe is all that is.
Energy is what the universe is made of.
Beings are individualizations of Energy.
Beings are, therefore, part being / part Energy.
Beings, specifically human beings, are conscious.
However, knowledge about Energy is not something that beings can access consciously.
Knowledge about Energy becomes possible because of quiet time.
Quiet time is irreplaceable in this journey.
A quiet being can feel Energy flow.
An open, curious being can learn and become knowledgeable.
And a patient, dedicated being can inspire others.
Energy is real and love is its core message.
Although love is at the core of all that is,
Energy cannot force beings to do what it wants.
For that reason, beings suffer.
Many, many beings prioritize things like the pursuit of wealth over quiet time, and yet, many remain unhappy.
But beings can gain a sense of happiness and peace by cultivating quiet time and becoming more knowledgeable about Energy.
Universal progress depends on beings becoming more knowledgeable about Energy.
Many beings no longer believe that Energy is alive.
For beings’ knowledge to expand, beings must be willing to accept that knowledge can be obtained through unconventional means.
Be open to more information.
Messengers are all around you.
You are valued.
Go in peace.
Following the Fource
As you can see, the information conveyed through my rodding sessions can be pretty dense, but also really rich.
The Fource begins every session with the same first spelling: Be. I have come to interpret this as not only an affirmation of my connection to the Fource, but a reminder that in this space, in this rodding practice, being is all that’s called for.
In the next section, the Fource starts with presenting some definitions. This seems like a natural starting point, especially for those unfamiliar with a worldview in which Energy is situated at the center. A lot of these statements, miraculously enough, align with what modern science already teaches.
The universe encompasses everything that exists. Energy is what everything is made of. Beings, like us, are discrete expressions or modes of that same fundamental Energy. We are, therefore, part being (part separate) / part Energy (part whole).
One of the unique features of beings, like you and me (and presumably some other animals and life forms), is that we are conscious. We have an internal experience — an awareness of ourselves and the world around us. We have sensory perceptions, emotions, thoughts, feelings, and volition. Our consciousness enables us to do truly wondrous things and learn all sorts of information. And yet, knowledge about this Fource is not something we can access consciously.
Now this has been one of the most challenging things for me to wrap my head around, so if you are a bit confused by that statement, join the club! That said, as my practice has progressed, as I have become more quiet in my being, I have come to understand this statement more.
As my daily quiet time has grown, both in consistency over time and length of daily seated sessions, I have felt a profound change in me. It wasn’t an instantaneous or earth-shattering moment, but rather a gradual progression, a fading in, into a knowing.
In my rodding sessions and beyond, I can feel this Fource flowing through me and all around me, and if I close my eyes, its almost as if I cannot tell where my skin ends and the air begins. It feels like love, and it feels like light, and it never ceases to bring me to tears.
This experience and the knowledge that continues to flow makes me so grateful that I didn’t give up on this practice, that I have been patient and dedicated in my pursuit of knowledge. The peace that has settled into my being is unlike anything I have ever experienced, and it strangely enough just hasn’t faded. Above all, my ongoing experiences and this journey have inspired me to share my experience with others, in the hopes that they, too, might seek the Fource for themselves.
As I have continued to practice Being in the Fource, I have come to know the Fource’s core message: love. The Fource that flows through me, through you, through every blade of grass and star in the universe is loving. And yet, it cannot force beings to do what it wants, and so suffering and discontent abound.
Beings are free to make choices, to prioritize whatever they want, which oftentimes isn’t love, at least not outright. For that reason, many, many beings suffer. They seek satisfaction and happiness in things that do not last like power and material wealth. But you know what does last? The Fource.
Energy is neither created nor destroyed; it only changes form.
We are all modes of Energy, individualizations, separate only in appearance and due to our own internal experience. In coming to know the Fource, the Energy that flows through all that is, beings can gain a sense of wholeness, which engenders a profound sense of peace and happiness that lasts. How does one come to know the Fource and attain peace?
It starts with quiet time.
It starts with openness, curiosity, humility, patience, and dedication.
It takes listening to the people around us and seeking information from other sources like books, podcasts, and documentaries.
Above all, it takes self-belief, that is, recognizing the value of yourself, the value of your being, your part of the Fource, your love.
I have so much more to say, and so much more to share. But thank you for reading my first entry. I promise that there is much more to come.
In the meantime, go in peace.