Entry 10: Wandering Upward
Awakening to the Fource
A central part of existence is wandering. Moving through life often feels like a bit of an endless maze — no clear directions to follow, no road maps. Yet, wander we must. As time goes on, though, life seems to start giving us hints.
Voices around us, videos on our screens, start hitting our ears and minds a little differently, a little deeper. No matter how we may try to stifle or numb those voices, there is still a part of us that knows they’re telling the truth. This is wandering upward, not knowing where the path may lead, but believing there is a better way.
In this entry, the Fource voices this idea. Deep in our beings lives a compass of sorts. Life reveals this to us gradually. Ego just prevents and distracts us from seeing it.
Learning to trust our voice within is essential to changing our lives for the better. The Fource is this voice within, the one guiding us to change. It’s like your conscience, but deeper, wiser.
Ego and pleasure are degrading our world, but an awakening is in motion. It is time for us to evolve into valuable beings.
Our beings are less open to the Fource as long as ego and pleasure drive our decisions and behaviors. Undoing years and years of certain behaviors is not easy, but it is less painful and challenging in the long run. Because once you start down this path, inspiration conquers pleasure.
Being in the Fource
In this section, I will share information I obtained through a rodding session (for more info, check out The Rodding Method before continuing reading here). I hope you find it informative and inspiring, but that is honestly not why I share it. I share it in order to contribute to the ever-growing pool of information about the universe.
Be.
Wandering upward is part of existence.
Deepening the way one moves through life is part of existence.
Energy connection and communication is part of existence.
Centering one’s being around love is the highest calling for beings.
Valuing compassion, both in the way one speaks to oneself and others, is love.
Many beings feel like becoming compassionate will interfere with income or security.
Everyday, fear dominates compassion.
Beings’ fear, doubt, and ego will always be at odds with love and compassion.
Upward wandering is choosing love and compassion and trusting that this will yield peace and prosperity.
Letting compassion guide each decision is love in action.
Love energizes the universe.
Beings’ egos do not.
Wandering upward requires surrender.
For inspiration to flourish, surrendering ego is essential.
Valuing a quiet practice is nonnegotiable.
Beings’ egos cannot continue to influence the course of the universe.
Creating quietness in one’s being is the first step.
Energy flows through everything, beneath perception.
You have both value and purpose.
Wander upward.
Be open to more information.
Messengers are all around you.
Go in peace.
Following the Fource
In this rodding session, the Fource begins by explaining how wandering is a constitutive part of existence. As discussed in an earlier entry called “The Unalome”, we learn that a being’s path in life is full of twists and turns. Over time, through experience and humility however, our path becomes straighter, more clear. The Fource reinforces this understanding of existence in this session.
Like the Unalome symbol illustrates, this wandering through life is best understood as an “upward” wandering. Veering inward, looking within, quieting the mind, and listening…all of this deepens knowledge. Fource connection and communication straightens our paths. It amplifies the Fource flowing through us. This process is lifelong.
For all that exists to transform, centering our beings around love is essential. And what is love? Valuing compassion–both in the way one talks to oneself and to others–that is love.
Valuing compassion, living with love, is our highest, fullest vocation. Love heals and compassion inspires action. Doing practices that amplify love and compassion enhance our beings and contribute to evolution.
And yet, many beings feel that becoming compassionate will interfere with their income or security. After all, work centered on compassion is oftentimes not compensated highly. Work centered on compassion looks inspiring, but often leaves the workers exhausted and dissatisfied. Learning how to live with the Fource’s guidance will not lead to this. Incorporating compassion, choosing it over fear, doubt, and ego, will yield peace and prosperity. Developing trust in this wisdom is lifelong.
Wandering upward demands surrender, both in mind and in action. Believing compassion can work in leading a successful life is freedom. For inspiration to flourish, ego has to go. You have to let in the idea that it really isn’t all about you; it really isn’t all about money. So much more is at stake. When we value being quiet, when we value being love in the world, we alter the course of the universe. We alter the evolutionary process, the evolution of all that is.
Life is a journey of wandering upward.
